feeling like i need to run away and go home at the same time.
i don’t fucking know what to do.
i need to grow up already.
I need to try harder.
I need to stay somewhere, in one place, for a while.
I have decided that I will no longer go to art school.
I feel like it’s a rip off.
I have decided that I will continue to make art on my own accord,
you know, sorta like
leonardo da vinci, micheangelo, van eyck, and the like.
such a fucking scam.
i am not going to pay 200,000 dollars to become an artist when I already am one.